Sunday, October 13, 2013

turning 21

one of the reason I post things in blog is that I want to share the story, experience and things with who ever is willing to read it. Besides, I also don't want to forget about the sweet memory that I had. its been long since I share anything like that. and I have this 1 experience that I never want to forget and that is my 21st birthday celebration.

the celebration is not that big to some people point of view. but I really love it. it begun with the mini gathering organized  Abdul and Mia and sponsored by Madam Salimah. They had to do it few days before my actual birthday because I insist that I wanted to go back to my hometown and celebrate with my family too. so they got me a cake and few food because we had it during lunch.



  

the cake.



cutting the cake with madam salimah. she is like a mother to me. you have no idea how nice she is. 


mak cik ani also wants to be in the picutre, so there she is. she is not just the coffee lady. she's more than that. 


this girl, ekin. if she didn't show up that day, I would kick her out of my house. hahaha. 


that is the organizer, mia. unfortunately abdul couldn't made it that day. he was stuck in a bank because something came up. he owed me. 




finally the food. the delicious chicken and bihun cooked by mak cik ani, the pudding caramel by ekin and jelly by mia. they were all so delicious. with this kind of food, who needs a present. :D 

encik jef and ali also came that day and celebrate my birthday. thank you guys for coming. ooohh. before I forgot, I met madam hanidah before I leave. she was a bit late because she has some work to do. couldn't blame her. at 3pm on the same day I left for JB with main, my classmate. the celebration by students affair was on 12th of September. 

the next day that is 13th of september, my whole family went out to have a lovely dinner in senibong in order to celebrate my birthday. just a simple dinner with seafood and rice. talking and teasing. 






therefore on my actual birthday 14th of september, I didn't actually do anything special. just went out with my mother to some of her school teacher's house because they were organizing home warming party. my celebration doesn't really end there. after coming back to my college. on 21st of september, I went out with someone, I would say special to me.

I can say that this is the best part of my birthday, he took me to the KL tower. we couldn't make it in time to watch the sunset, but the view of KL at night is beautiful enough. especially when it was shared with someone like him. as we came down from the observation deck, I was so hungry. so we went to bukit bintang and just eat at nando's. nothing special. as we had our dinner, I accidentally told him that I'm coming back here the on the next week to watch movie with my bestfriend in pavi because I never watch movie in pavi before. after we finish our dinner, we walk to TS and bought a ticket for a movie called paranoia that was showing at 12.10am.

at that time we had nothing to do, so I suggested we go back to bukit bintang and just walk there before our movie starts. that is when he spilled to me that he actually wanted to watch in pavillion too but don't want to ruin my so called first time with my bestfriend. you have no idea how hard I hit him that time. after that we went to pavillion, bought a ticket and watched the movie there.


the ticket to observation deck at KL tower and the two movie tickets that we bought that night. 

went the movie finished, we still have time to catch the movie that we previously bought. but as we were walking from pavillion to TS, I saw someone selling ice cream. my childish self said, I want that ice cream and I got it. but after that, I don't feel like going to watch that movie anymore. so we left KL and went to PD.

somehow, I am attracted to that place. the reason is too personal. we spent the rest of the night there talking, watching the sea and playing around. I think we came back around 5am that morning and arrive at the college around 6am. it was the best birthday I ever had. thank you so much. :)

like madam hanidah said, as I reach the age of 21, I'll get the ultimate key to my freedom. but unfortunately my parents still want to keep it. I know they still love me. but they can't stop me from growing up. I hope that I'm not just a year older but a year wiser to. 





surprise visit

I never thought that anyone would read my blog any more until recently one of my new friend told me that he read my blog. Kind of embarrassed at first because of what I wrote in the past. All of the stories, the thought and the crap that I put it into words and post it here. But rereading all those things made my tears come out. It was a beautiful memory. I want to turn back time, to go back to that moment and enjoy it all over again. Unfortunately it is impossible. The only thing I can do is to keep moving forward. Thank you for making me recap all of these memories.

I'm just a human who sometimes think a lot. I also tend to over think. I have asked myself a question, 'what if I can turn back time and change the thing that I did back then with what I think I should have done back then?'. What if?  Just what if?

If I ever given a chance to go back to my high school life and do it all over again I would. I would even do it differently. Make a different choice that will bring me to some other place except for where I am right now. I will make a better decision, be a better person so I can be in a better place.

But, if I'm not where I am right now. I might not have meet who I've met so far. I wouldn't be friend with my friends right now. Wouldn't I? So it brings me to the second question. Who I want to keep in my life if I ever have a different life? I have a name list for that. Just keep in mind that my new life starts after high school.

The friends that I want to keep even if I have a different life.

  1. ekin
  2. haifaa
  3. ain
  4. anep
  5. juma
The others, I would still love to meet you all but those are the people that kind of mean a lot to me. They have gone through so much with me this past few years. They have helped me went through the roller coaster of life. When I feel a lil bit crazy, they go crazy with me too. When I was a mess, they kicked my ass and helped me get back up. To summarize it all, I love them. 

Before I end this surprise visit to my blog I just wanna say that friendship is a one-life thing that, no matter what, we should never give up on friends. I might blog more often after this. If I feel like it doe. so goodbye and goodnight.